Pleasant lies

You asked what I look like.
I said so gorgeous
Sadly, that was my very first lie.
You were with your lover
I was sitting behind your lodge
‘oh no, I can’t leave. maybe you need me'
The chain of lies began
The way you walk with me
With the thoughts of her
I lied again to me
‘Maybe I’m faithful for you.’
‘Maybe you believe me more.’
The chain of lies with a large unpleasant hook
Tied around my neck tightly.
Again I met you
My heartbeats was still getting faster
And…She arrived again like a thorn on the heart.
You left me again, with the acuminate pain of forks,
The pain which was grabbing my small pieces of heart
And plucking it so badly.
I had no tears,
But…
My heart was aching hard.
I again lied to my heart.
I’m trapped in the pleasant darkness
With my helpless dead soul
And..
A broken heart having bunch of lies.

- Chhaya